Just a quick life update. I've been extremely depressed and angry lately. I'm getting lots of judgement and homophobia and it's really hard to deal with. School is starting again this month, so it's time for the yearly predictions. Last year I predicted that there would be lots of drama between friends and I would lose some. Lost a lot, got back a few, but I was right about what would happen. I told my friend Annie that I would get a boyfriend, everyone would find out I was gay and I'd beat the shit out of someone. Got a few boyfriends, came out, and I nearly beat the shit out of a few people. I have a feeling this school year will be a lot harder with me getting ready for college and being on my own. It'll be hard focusing on that shit with all the homophobia and my depleting self esteem. High school just seems to be getting worse every year, but in the end it will be worth it hopefully. I made a video focusing on helping your self esteem so look forward to that.