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Make it Stop by rawdi-kun Make it Stop by rawdi-kun
Just a quick life update. I've been extremely depressed and angry lately. I'm getting lots of judgement and homophobia and it's really hard to deal with. School is starting again this month, so it's time for the yearly predictions. Last year I predicted that there would be lots of drama between friends and I would lose some. Lost a lot, got back a few, but I was right about what would happen. I told my friend Annie that I would get a boyfriend, everyone would find out I was gay and I'd beat the shit out of someone. Got a few boyfriends, came out, and I nearly beat the shit out of a few people. I have a feeling this school year will be a lot harder with me getting ready for college and being on my own. It'll be hard focusing on that shit with all the homophobia and my depleting self esteem. High school just seems to be getting worse every year, but in the end it will be worth it hopefully. I made a video focusing on helping your self esteem so look forward to that.
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MayoPencil Sep 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This was uploaded on my b day... :( sorry to hear about the homophobia. People can be such immature dicks.
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5kanae5 Sep 3, 2013  Student
how beautiful
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I hope it felt good to vent a bit :)

Don't give up I really think the world is slowly becoming a more accepting place 
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artastrophe Aug 9, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
beautiful drawing. <3

My stepsister (who'll be a senior in high school this year) was telling me some stories about how irritated she was with the other students and how horrible some of them were, and I was kind of shocked. BECAUSE I HAD FORGOTTEN THERE WERE PEOPLE LIKE THAT. I graduated over ten years ago, and let me just tell you that high school is a blip on the radar. Not saying you won't have to deal with intolerance or assholes ever again, but shit--when you get past this and can look back-- they don't matter. Not at all.

Just hang in there. :hug:
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yenmeng Aug 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
DON LET THE HATERS BRING YOU DOWN. YOU'RE AWESOME, NUFF SAID.
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P-cate Aug 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
stupid homophobics :c.Don´t let them bring you down,they´re nothing compared to you,i mean,you´re an artist,probably they´re not going to make anything important in their whole life.It must be hard though,even if you´re secure about yourself,people always is criticising what they don´t like without any concrete argument,i hate that.That´s why you must ignore them,just don´t discuss with them.Discussing with idiots will leave you right where you started.

just try to focus in the end of classes,try to make yourself a shield and get away from possibly dangerous people.

If you don´t share their opinion then don´t believe it,just ignore them,they want to bother you and see your reaction,but if they see no reaction they will stop doing it eventually.

I know it´s difficult,it must be difficult,but life is just testing you to see how strong you are,don´t let them beat you,you´re strong,you´re more,you´re an artist,great artist.
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JengaToxic Aug 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Soon You'll won't have to deal with mean buttheads ever again.
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sammidrawshere Aug 6, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
screw those mean people, they are just jealous of the fact that you know who you are. you're amazing don't give up love <3
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JAIL4thKingdom Aug 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
hey man be happy smile and be yourself hope life is a great success
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Majiata Aug 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
don't give up rawdi-kun ~
there's hope everywhere! rainbows and unicorns always love you :)
now you know who your reals friends C:
Hug
 
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